Importance Of Daily Sadhana
The problem of the good beginning is like the old
English proverb, "Well begun is half done." Unless
we are able to start the day in the right way, we cannot end
it in the right way. So this is the problem of sadhana, not
how to continue it but how to begin it. And, unfortunately
because there are days and nights, every day becomes a new
beginning. So the man who even begins well on one day is not
able to catch up the next morning. If you miss one day then
you are going to miss, you do not know, how many days! I know
from personal experience that unless I walk everyday, I cannot
walk. I miss one day, then next day I am inclined to be a
little lazy - "I have already missed yesterday, what
about today? Doesn't matter, two days. Tomorrow onwards I
will walk a little more for a week. I will make up."
I think I must point out one possibility in nature, that
there is never anything to make up. A man may not sleep
for sixteen nights or days altogether, yet one night's sleep
is enough. But this does not apply in spirituality. In spirituality
we have to do everyday. If you miss one day, you cannot
make up for it again. Because in spirituality there is no
cumulative effect. It is moving on from one state to another
state, and if I get stuck at one state, I lose time, and
time gone is gone forever. We cannot recall the time and
say, "Well, today I will run in spirituality."
There is no running, there is no sleeping, there is no walking
to be made up. Here that is not possible. Who is to take
you too fast? So, if you are sensible and you proceed from
there, the time lost is forever lost.
So, actually, what we are dealing with in Sahaj Marg, this
wonderful spiritual system of ours, is time utilisation.
If I lose one meditation - I know many abhyasis who come
for these gatherings and try to make up for all the lost
time by taking sixteen sittings in one day from sixteen
different preceptors, hoping against hope that, somehow
all the lost time will be made up - it is not possible.
An empty tank can only be filled up once. It has to be consumed
before you can fill it up again. You cannot go on allowing
the tap to be opened and saying, "Twenty-four hours
I will fill the tank;" it will only overflow. This
is what happens when we don't do our regular sadhana and
we go to preceptors who, perhaps unwisely, though kindly,
give us more sittings. Babuji says, "It is useless."
It is all flowing out. In many cases it just goes and bounces
back, the transmission.
In fact, meditation is a process of digestion. Babuji Maharaj
always used to say, "I give this much, but they don't
digest it." "How do I digest?" I asked Babuji.
He said, "Meditate." While there is a restriction
on not meditating more than one hour at a time, there is
no restriction on the number of times you can meditate.
During meditation, the system absorbs all the transmission
that He has given to us. The heart becomes capable of receiving
more, and He is transmitting more. So it is advisable that
we meditate as often as we can.
In fact, I know abhyasis who have come up in Master's estimation
and have made very fast progress beyond all expectation,
who used to meditate in trains and planes and cars. After
all, when Master gives us so many facilities, deservingly
or undeservingly, we must put them to the best possible
use. Babuji prescribes one hour in the morning. The other
meditations you can do even for ten minutes, twenty minutes,
forty minutes, but not more than one hour at a time.
So, meditation is a process of digesting the spiritual
sustenance that our Master pours into us. Therefore the
more we meditate, the faster we progress. Meditation
becomes a habit, meditation becomes an activity which we
not only cannot stop but which we start enjoying so much
that we prefer it to everything else. Then comes a time
when your friend may say, "Why don't you go to the
beach?" "No, I would prefer to meditate."
And everybody else thinks you are a bit crazy. Perhaps we
are. It doesn't matter, you see. If a crazy man can get
to the goal, why not be a little crazy! Babuji has always
said that a spiritual path is a path of madness. One who
cannot develop this madness for the beloved, will surely
lose in the battle for love.
We must be able to do our daily sadhana, especially the
cleaning in the evening, do it systematically, do it with
dedication, do it with a sense of purpose that, "I
have to remove from my system those things which are doing
harm to me, which are sort of blocking my path." I
hear many people come up and tell me, "Sir, even during
cleaning I have these thoughts." Ignore thoughts. Of
course, when you bathe, the water flowing off your body
will be a little dirtier than the water which flows on to
you. But wait till clean water flows off you. That is the
time to stop your bath.
There are persons who do devoted service at the various
celebrations such as selling books, looking after the kitchen,
serving food, clearing the premises and so on. But if they
do not meditate regularly and do not develop devotion and
eventually love for the Master, then their progress virtually
stops. My Master has clarified that while service is no
doubt good and necessary too, nevertheless, without sadhana
a person cannot really progress in spirituality.
There are cases of persons who do the sadhana with obvious
seriousness and with visible regularity too. In most cases
there has been lack of progress and my Master has once again
been gracious enough to clarify that sadhana without love
for the Master has no meaning, and added in His typically
gentle manner, "But I give them some crumbs of spirituality
since no one can be permitted to go away with empty hands
after coming to me."
So we cannot stop the sadhana. We have to do it. We have
to meditate very rigorously, with great dedication to the
path. We have to do the cleaning systematically, every evening.
No human being has a right to think that he is too clean
and he does not need cleaning. Even emperors have to bathe.
It's not only the labourer in the fields who has to bathe,
even emperors have to bathe.
This is the importance of sustained sadhana. A man who
can bring his mind under his regulation, still it, and then
go into that bliss, that ecstasy of diving into himself,
only he knows what it is worth.
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