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[Editor's Note: Rev. Babuji Maharaj dictated
the following article and sent a copy to Rev. Chariji Maharaj.
The date is unknown.]
The regular process followed under the system (Sahaj Marg) is
meditation on heart, thinking of the presence of Divine light
there. It is a simple process, but sometimes, due to complexities
of thought in individual cases, complications arise which deprive
an abhyasi of the full advantage thereof. For this particular
purpose an endeavour is made to clear some of the technical points
of the process which are commonly misunderstood.
We start with dhyan, meditation, and when we get absorbed in it
we reach the preliminary state of samadhi or concentration. This
concentration should not be confused with the concentration defined
above, which requires the exertion of will power. For such a concentration
an abhyasi need not struggle within himself. It is the natural
outcome of meditation when one's being merges into one thought
or feeling. So an abhyasi must practise meditation in a simple
and natural way, keeping away from the idea of concentration.
Meditation implies a sense of thinking over and over again. At
the initial steps it may be with breaks and interruptions but
after some time it forms a connected link of unconscious thought
in the subconscious mind. That is the true form of meditation.
With this view we must only take up meditation without the least
effort to concentrate and go on with it in the simplest way avoiding
all physical and mental strain.
The next mistake which sometimes baffles an abhyasi is, as he
often complains of, that he is not able to see the light or to
grasp the exact location of the heart. This is but an error of
understanding. It is not actual visualisation of the light that
is necessary for the purpose but only a faint idea of it in the
form of mere supposition. Those who hanker after visualisation
of light mean to put it under a material cloak which must necessarily
be the outcome of their own imagination. Thus the thing coming
to view, if at all, would be artificial and not the real one.
Moreover, the light is not our goal. We take it up only as a base
for the thought to rest upon, in order to proceed by it to the
Possessor of the Real Light or glory. In this way we mean to proceed
from the quality to substance, from the apparent to the Real.
So it is quite immaterial whether we see the light at all or not.
The proper course would, therefore, be to turn one's attention
gently towards the heart and suppose the presence of the Divine
Light there. All efforts to localise the position of the heart
or to visualise the light must be avoided. The awareness during
meditation remains only so long as our thought remains in touch
with the physical mind. But when it goes deeper into the finer
layers of consciousness, the physical awareness is lost although
silent meditation goes on unconsciously in the subconscious mind.
The only thing to be done under the circumstances is to revert
gently to the object whenever one feels himself lost and he should
go into meditation again without the least worry for the previous
unawareness.
The other error, perhaps the most serious one, relates to the
abnormal rush of thoughts during meditation. This is generally
most annoying to an abhyasi, though in fact, it is not so if properly
dealt with. The ceaseless flow of thoughts is not confined only
to the meditation hours but it continues every moment. But it
is more acutely felt during meditation because at that time we
try to make ourselves empty of all thoughts and ideas. There is
a huge store of thoughts lying buried in the deeper layers of
consciousness. When by the effect of meditation, a void is created
in the conscious mind, the buried thoughts rise up and force their
passage into the void affecting our grosser consciousness to some
extent. The mind being unregulated begins to move in conjunction
with them creating all sorts of troubles and disturbances. It
is in fact not the rising of thoughts that is annoying to an abhyasi
but his own over attention to them which brings him into direct
conflict. The reaction thus caused makes thoughts all the more
powerful and the trouble is aggravated. It is in fact not the
controlling of mind that is suited to our purpose but its right
moulding and the proper regulation of its activities. This can
be effected not by the use of whip but only by purging out the
evil through the pro cess of internal cleaning. This is the only
effective way for the transformation of the real being of man.
For our spiritual purpose it is essential to make ourselves free
from thoughts as far as possible, but it can never be effected
by means of suppression, but only by throwing out the poison from
the mind, which could stop the creation of thoughts. The rising
of buried thoughts helps to exhaust the store by effecting their
bhoga. Thus in due course the abhyasi becomes free from them and
attains a harmonious state. His mind lake is thus free from the
ripples and perfect calmness begins to prevail within him.
(Letters of the Master, Vol. III, pp. 365-367)
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